Today.

This year has been pretty transformational for me.  I have learned to listen to my heart – and have learned that if my heart is not in tune with what my actions are, I’ll never be happy.  I’ve learned to set boundaries – and I’ve learned that some people don’t like that, and that’s ok. 

I’ve learned (again) to be ok with who “shows up to the party” – whoever is in your life at any given moment is exactly who SHOULD be there, and that’s ok.  I struggle with this from time to time, wondering if the ebb in a friendship will find it’s way back to a flow.  I’ve seen that happen with numerous friends who are still near and dear to my heart, so I have faith that when the time is right, they’ll flow again. 

I’ve learned to trust.  Trust that I know what’s best for me, and to act accordingly – without fear of disappointment, regret or apprehension.  I’ve learned to trust that everything will work out in its time – and I have no power over it. 

I’ve forgiven.  Forgiven people in my life and let go of the moment or the memory.  More importantly I’ve forgiven myself. 

I’ve learned to let go of the outcome on a situation and to trust that the outcome will be exactly what it should be. 

I’ve learned to love, fiercely.  I’ve learned that I am loved, fiercely.

I’ve learned to surround myself in positivity.  I have no room for negativity and useless drama in my world.  I’ve done the tough work of “scrubbing” some negative in my life.  Things and people that don’t serve the Anna who I am and the Anna who I aspire to be. 

I’ve purged files from my computer, things from my apartment, car and memory.  I’ve cleansed my body to find this truly happy and healthy and smaller me emerge. 

I’m in a really good space today in this moment.  I feel inspired about things to come.  I feel at peace with where my life is and who I am.  I feel thankful for the love and support that the people in my life so freely offer up. I feel hopeful to where I’m going and what the future holds.  Maybe it’s the 6 days I’ve been on this juice cleanse… but I really, REALLY feel that something amazing and exciting is about to happen. 

Do you ever get those hunches?